I swear to f'n gawd! everyyear around christmas time my life turns into a hot steaming pile of shit!

So i just moved into a new apartment with my roomate. just signed the lease and paid the electric depost and the cash to get the internet switched over. Then sunday on my way to work i lose my brand new phone. And ive been living pretty minimal lately, i dont have alot of things ya dig? i have a pc, my tables, and a blanket to sleep on or cover up with man, not even an alarm clock. I just paid all these bills so im totaly broke. Cant buy a new phone, or an alarm clock, so monday morning im late for my shift. then that night was the christmas party for work, i declined the invite cause i know me, and i knew if i let them drag me to the bar i would not be able to make it in the morn. Whats my boss do? drags me out to the bar and buys me drinks, plus i was buying drinks, and i dont even remember getting home, so i didnt make it in tuesday either, and im thinkin ok grady, now your fucked!

So my only option i figure is to go sit out this ticket pronto and take my release papers up there and tell them i got picked up at my house tues morn by them warrant roundup cats, sounds promising right? nope. Gradys life is going to shit in a handbasket. Oh well, I will pull thru, I always do. But hey, on the upside. I got the ticket taken care of.

Fuckin Holidays man, fuckin my life up since '83, anyway, these are my thoughts in a mental breakdown, thanks for reading.

sorry its rough man. you'll be in honeys and mines thoughts. best of luck.

Thanks man, I know it will get better, I just hate that this happens ya know?

oh well, whatcha gonna do right?

I have been there... no fun. Sounds typical, but stay positive you'll get what you need in the long run.

It seems if your not born into a rich family, all you can do is work hard and play hard.


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u know sane, i was just discussing with my girl where i thought the term, "too rich for my blood" came from. I think its from ancient times when the poor were poor and held down by the royalties oppression, and only the rich could afford such nice things. So the poor would see them and say "thats too rich for my blood". Anyway, i think that if your born into oppression you have to bring yourself out of it, though i may bitch and rant, i always keep a positive attitude, and it also makes you humble, an atribute VERY hard to come by.

So hopefully i will come out of this shit soon. I always do. But regardless, I will live lucidly forever.

what goes up must come down? I hope that helps. I have some strings of bad luck my self. I have learned to just laugh at it.
I try to walk under as many ladders as I can. I dont have enough money to go around braking mirrors. If you see a black cat make the fucker cross your path. I do this so that my badd luck will come at once then I can go on with good luck or something. try it. Good luck to you.